Baarishon ke mausam me...!

Barishon ke mausam mein bheeg jaane ko jee chahta hai,
Tere ishq ki boondon ko samet kar un me doob jaane ko jee chahta hai!
Un masti bhari aankhon ke saaye mein simat jaane ko
Un khuli baahon ke intezaar mein lipat jaane ko, jee chahta hai!

Khayalo ke aaine mein dekhu tujhe raat din,
Teri parchaiyon mein khud ko mita dene ko jee chahta hai!
Kuch ek lamhe jo tere saath gujare is dil ne,
Un chand lamho mein jindagi beetane ko jee chahta hai!

Hansi aati hai sochte hain jab ki yuhi dil de bethe tumhe,
Har pal wahi khata phir karne ko jee chahta hai!
Dard e dil mila pyar karne ki sazaa mili hame,
Phir bhi us dard ko har din badhane ko jee chahta hai!

Raatein kaati hain ab to chand ko dekhkar,
Us chandni mein tujhe bhigo dene ko jee chahta hai!
Is bheege mausam mein teri saanson ki aag mein
Aaj jal hi jaane ko jee chahta hai,
In andheri raaton mein teri aankhon ki raushni mein
Aaj panaah paane ko jee chahta hai....!

koi keh de unhe ki hame unse mohobbat hai!

Kuch lamho mein jindagi yun badal jaati hai,
apni dhadkano ke taar kisi ke sath jod jaati hai!
Chahat ka izhaar kar na paye to kya,
ye chahat is dil par asar to chod jaati hai!

Nazdeek rehkar bhi jab door rehte hain wo,
nigahon se jazbaat apne kehte hain wo,
ham tham nahi paate dhadkano ki raftaar,
na jaane kaise apne dil ko thame rehte hain wo!

Unki parchaai bhi chu nahi pate hain ham,
khwabon mein phir bhi unhe kareeb paate hain ham,
dhadkano ki awaaz jab gunjati hain charo taraf,
uth jaate hain neend se, phir khud ko akela paatein hain ham!

Ye samajhna mushkil nahi hai ki ye ishq ki bekarari hai,
par mushkil unhe is baat ko samajhana hai ki ye unki hi jaadugari hai,
lab khulte hain dil ka haal bayan karne ke liye
par khud ko chup chaap paatein hain jab unhe saamne paate hain!

Koi jaakar bata de unhe ki kitni mohobbat hai hame unse,
unhe to ehsaas bhi nahi ki mohobbat kehte hain kise!

tumse pyar karne lage hain..

Na jaane kya kashish hai tumhari baaton mein,
Jo gunjati hai tumhari awaaz in andheri raaton mein,
Kuch to hai jo hamare beech badh raha hai,
Ye faasla dheere dheere ab ghat raha hai!

Dhadkano ki tez awaaz se ghabraane lage hain
Jab bhi tumhare yaadon me kho jaane lage hain!
Chadaron ki silwaton ko dekhkar sharmane lage hain
Tanhai ki raaton mein aap yaad aane lage hain!

Aaaine mein khud ko dekhna chahte hain har ghadi,
Tumhari aankho ko jabse apni aankhon mein paane lage hain!
Armaano ki jaise koi kadi hai chal padi
Tere aane ka intezaar har ghadi jabse karne lage hai!

Lagta hai khudse jaada tumhari fikr karta hai dil
shayad ab khudse jaada pyar tumse karne lage hain!

tumko na bhool paaenge!

Kehna aasan hai ki bhool gaye hain tumko
yaadon ko mitana aasaan nahi hai
ek pal jindagi ka beeta na hoga
jis pal mein tumhara nishaan nahi hain!

Jab bhi dekha kisi ko nighaahen uthakar
tera chehra aankhon se hata hi na paaye
dekhle na teri surat koi in mein
isliye palke jhukakar hi aansu bahaye!

mohobbat ka gham is mohobbat se kam hai
teri mohobbat se ubhare na ham hain,
saanso ka to na jaanu, par dhadkane madham hain
kuch hi palo ke liye is seene mein ab dam hai!!

haan main darrti hun!

Andhere ko nigaahon se rooh mein bharti hun,
Sawera ho na jaae, aankhon me roshni girne se darrti hun!
Palakon ko jhukaye rakha hai yuhi kabse
Teri surat na nazar aa jaae kisi ko, darrti hun!

Khuda se khud hi ke liye maanga tha ek khwab kabhi maine
Aaj wahi khwab dekhne se darrti hun!
Hasraton ki gulaami karta tha ye dil kabhi
Ab to iss dil ki dhadkano ko sunne se darrti hun!

Nahi samjha apne jazbaaton ko waqt rehte is dil ne,
Mehsoos unhi jazbaaton ko karne se ab darrti hun!
Sawalon ke jawaab dhoondhane mein kahi kho jaaongi main
Tabhi to un sawaalon ko samajhne se bhi daarti hun!

Jindagi jeene ke liye pyaar karna jaruri hai,
Jee nahi sakti ab, pyar karne se jo darrti hun!
In khayalon se ubharna mushkil hai bahot,
In khayalon ke bina jeene se magar darrti hun!

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kuch chupe huye jazbaaton ki chaav mein jindagi bitaane chale hain,
dard ke darakhton ke saaye mein ham pale hain,
na jaane aur kitne zakhm likhe hain in lakiron mein,
yaad bhi nahi aata ki kitni baar gir kar sambhale hain...

ye raatein kaali, faili huyi hain raahon mein,
dhundh se lipati huyi, darr se simati huyi,
wo chali jaa rahi hai jindagi meri,
door dooor tak nahi dikhayi deta koi nigahon mein...

yun to saath koi kabhi nahi tha phir bhi mazma laga rehta tha,
koi shayad mujhse na kahe kuch bhi, par kuch kehta rehta tha!
chodd aaye hain un mehfilo ki gooonj ko kahi raah mein,
sunayi deti hain to sirf khudki hichkiyaan apni hi aaah mein...!!

I NOW KNOW…!!

I have loved her since I was very small
I have loved her from times I didn’t knew love at all!
I have been with her from so many years
I have seen her laugh, I have seen her tears.

She always told she loved me and so did I
But I never believed it was love that was between us
I kept on thinking what made her create all that fuss!

Now when I wont be with her for long
This fact has made me think today..
What would have been my life if she were not to stay!

She had been there whenever I wanted to cry
She had been there to share my laughter as well.
All I would do is to tell her my heart out
She used to hear calmly and never used to yell.

She wanted me to be brilliant
She wanted me to be the best;
I always thought why is she bothered
Why she doesn’t let me rest?

Many times I didn’t care what she told
Many times I just went my way
But whenever I put myself in a mess
She gave her hand and showed me the way!

I never asked her once what problems she had
I never seemed to consider the times that she was sad
I had seen her tears but never wiped them
I have seen her depressed but never cared to make her glad.!

Why was I so selfish I still don’t know,
Was it her self less love that made my selfishness grow?

I kept growing up with her love nurturing me,
She loved me more and more, Did I realize all that was free?

Now when I have grown up and understand much more
I know what she means to me,
I know her tears were for me,, I know her smiles were just for me,
I know that she loves me more than ever,
And I NOW KNOW that I will love her forever.

I NOW KNOW what it is to be a mom to a kid like me
I NOW KNOW what is the cord that tied her with me
I cant express my gratitude towards my God
He came to live with me disguised as my MOM!!

When you said you love me!!

When u took my hand in yours I felt the care you had for me
When u whispered softly in my ears I felt your need to share with me,
When u took me in your arms I felt your love for me..
When u hugged me and made me warm I felt your ardor towards me!

In the starry night & with the sound of waves in the air
You lay down in my lap and softly played with my hair!
When you looked in my eyes I felt my world had to stop there
When you said “I love you” I felt my destiny was so near!

When your eyes pierced every veil and reached my heart,
I experienced a passion that really hurt!
It was time that I realized you had meant the world to me,
With every passing second I felt you were meant just for me!

You were meant just for me!

Love in a moment...

The smile that lasted a moment in all,
The tear that fell and said it all,
The eyes that met mine and gave my heart a call…..
I was enchanted in a moment so small!

Few moments and my world had to change
With only one sight within my eyes’ range
My mind sways day n night towards him,
The one who took away me with him….

How could I let that moment go,
It was wid me just a moment ago!!
I tried to find it around me….but oh!
It has found its place in me for ages to go!!

I believe he is willing the same,
Evading me is just a part of the game
To me he’ll have to give his name
My love I know will be his fame!!

Deepti

For my love's sake!!

With all the love in my heart
and tears in my eyes
all I can utter is a few words
"I love you" dear.....

If this strikes a cord within ur heart
If this brings tears to your eyes
pls give me the same words back
and break the ice!

Its been a stormy night,
with dreams of drifting apart from you,
but the morning sun said me
there's still a lof left to drift me towards you!!

You know its not my fault
I know its not yours
Our love was a scheme of God
Its 'He' at fault if at all!

Ur time is precious
my life is short,
What is the meaning of this discord?
It pains, It hurts when u keep this quiet
I loose the sense of wrong and right!

Forgive me, If i made a mistake
It ws only for my love's sake!
It ws only for my love's sake!

A winter morning in pune

Winter in Pune is so beautiful! Going for a morning walk seems to be a bliss! When i leave home for the gym there is some fog around, people with folded hands and loaded sweaters on them ....i look at myself just wearing a track suit and a t shirt...enjoying the chilling cold! I smile at the beauty around......i wave to the small children going to school....i see the beggar at the road side looking wearily after suffering in the cold night trying to hold on to his rags to be comfortable.....but then I move on trying to ignore him.....knowing that my sympathy for him wont get him his legs back!!
This state of irony disturbs me every day even though i try to ignore somewhere my subconscious mind condemns me for being able to do nothing abt this! But then as wid everyone else on the street life goes on! i move on enjoying the chirpy sounds of the birds .......the roaring of the traffic that is now slowly increasing..........my gym comes and i m ready for an hours work out!!

how u want to live life....

Life is like an ocean. U can live it in two ways.
One easier one would be to enjoy the overview of the ocean's beauty by being at its shore, looking at the waves, being awed by the big ones and playing with the small ones.
The other would be to dive into the ocean and be a part of it. Look at the diversity it encompasses, the beauty it enfolds within its depth, the thrills of the waves taking you off your way, the difficult yet enthralling encounters with the diverse creatures which have made the water their abode, you may find a pearl or two in your adventure, you may be even encountered with a big shark, you may uncover many a hidden secrets in the deep dark layers of the ocean, all this and a lot more.
Its for you to decide which path to take, which way to live. Whether you want to be contented with the peripheral beauty of the ocean or you want to be in the heart of the ocean?
Whether you want to look at your life's journey as a spectator or you want to be the traveller who achieves his destination travelling thru the good and bad roads, enjoying every living moment, facing the odds yet smiling at each turn which takes him closure to the object of his desire, his destination.

I dream a lot..

I dream a lot..............
I dream when the sun shines
I dream at the moon rise..

Dreams that touch the height of the mountains,
Dreams that keep flowing like fountains.
Dreams that dive to the depths of the pacific.
Dreams that keep changing and dreams that are static.

I dream of a life where there is love all around
I dream of a love in which life can be found.

I dream of a smile that spreads light
I dream of a light that keeps me bright

I dream of a brightness that kills the dark
I dream to do something that will make a mark.

I dream of the beauty of the snowy land
I dream of the beauty of the desert's sand,
I dream of the shore of the quiet Island.

My dreams make me live beyond life
My dreams make me praise the beauty of life.

I dont want to wake up when I dream
I want you all to see my dream
Come and be seated in my eyes
be a part of my dreams and witness it twice!!

I know He will..............!!

I know He will call me one day
He will take my name and ask me to respond
He will offer me a helping hand
He will give me all the love that i want
He will grant me all the wishes that i have,
I know He will listen to me one day
He will sit besides me and caress my hair
He will hold my hand tight and make me secure
He will walk with me in darkness to avoid my fall
He will be always there to respond to my call
I know He will love me more than I do
I know one day my prayers will come true
I know He is the almighty with all power
but I believe true love He does shower
I know i will meet Him someday,
through my sufferings if that is the way!!

GOD BLESS!!

Light is existence!

Deepti Signifies Light!
Light Signifies Existence!
I cant imagine life without light. Light is not just the brightness around us which we can see. Light is not just the sunlight we get in the day or the tube lights we use in the night. Light also encompasses our inner brightness, the lights that we require to keep our soul warm.
Flowing lights into lives around me is the aim of my life. This blog is to communicate the light in my heart for it reach to your heart. Without warmth and compassion the world would be as dead as a crematorium. Life should be full of lights, so that every day becomes a Diwali for everyone.

Lots of love
Deepti