I NOW KNOW…!!

I have loved her since I was very small
I have loved her from times I didn’t knew love at all!
I have been with her from so many years
I have seen her laugh, I have seen her tears.

She always told she loved me and so did I
But I never believed it was love that was between us
I kept on thinking what made her create all that fuss!

Now when I wont be with her for long
This fact has made me think today..
What would have been my life if she were not to stay!

She had been there whenever I wanted to cry
She had been there to share my laughter as well.
All I would do is to tell her my heart out
She used to hear calmly and never used to yell.

She wanted me to be brilliant
She wanted me to be the best;
I always thought why is she bothered
Why she doesn’t let me rest?

Many times I didn’t care what she told
Many times I just went my way
But whenever I put myself in a mess
She gave her hand and showed me the way!

I never asked her once what problems she had
I never seemed to consider the times that she was sad
I had seen her tears but never wiped them
I have seen her depressed but never cared to make her glad.!

Why was I so selfish I still don’t know,
Was it her self less love that made my selfishness grow?

I kept growing up with her love nurturing me,
She loved me more and more, Did I realize all that was free?

Now when I have grown up and understand much more
I know what she means to me,
I know her tears were for me,, I know her smiles were just for me,
I know that she loves me more than ever,
And I NOW KNOW that I will love her forever.

I NOW KNOW what it is to be a mom to a kid like me
I NOW KNOW what is the cord that tied her with me
I cant express my gratitude towards my God
He came to live with me disguised as my MOM!!